So yesterday I had a dream that some dude liked me xD he wanted to carry me, but I said "Eh sorry, I dont feel comfortable with ppl touching me." But really I thought of penny and it felt like that would be betraying him >.> I can't believe i have thoughts like in my dreams now, its funny.

I figured out what was going on with my financial aid. I was missing one form to turn in. I can be more at ease now.

 Mine E, I didn't get that text from Boss xD and Yun you going through anime so fast.

So I gotta deal with dome delta fees before i register -3- gah so annoying. My neighbor asked if I wanted to join a group of hers to go on trips to college campuses, nah. I went to quickly's for the first time yesterday xD I thought itd look like those frozen yogurt shops, but it was a small simple place. I should read a book this week ^^ I never finished the book dae let me borrow and I gotta return some things to her.

Gosh ppl keep teasing me about penny cuz he went on a family vacation for a month xD guys we barely even saw eachother even when he was here. I like walking at the levee near my house. There's barely any ppl and its nice to go when the heat goes down. I wanna go out more, even if we wonder around a park or something.

Yesterday I kept getting texts from a "fiind your soulmate" thing. It was annoying cuz the message was being sent like 3 times. Then jay group chatted me, penny, and kayla's man xD cuz he is kayla's man~ Anyways, Jay was messing around and saying "you guys, should I join?" but then I told him how I kept getting it too. Penny played dumb and was all "How come you all got it and not me?" Jay just said "what!? you want it?" In the end it was penny messing with everyone and trying to see who would respond. Only one person did of 6 ppl xD that was funny cuz he showed us the texts.

I finished my stuff for delta today .-. just gotta wait to register for classes. I hope I have classes with boss. I wish it was wednesday so I can meet up with everyone already ^^

I feel like I spent these past weeks sitting in my room,, but I didn't. I forget that I went out to the movies with the others o-o I forgot all about delta. Boss said she's gotten emails to turn in paperwork? I'm a lil worried cuz I haven't gotten any emails from delta....like what do I do now?

I thought I got better with my social skills, but that was proven wrong today e.e I went to the store real quick with my mom and sisters. My face got red when we got to the cashier. There were ppl behind us in the line and I felt bad, cuz my face still tuns red easily Dx why? What makes it worse is that the weather is so hot, so I was red and sweaty, then I got even sweatier ono hate it when that happens. At those times, I prefer to be without my glasses and see everyone as blurrs. Eh, but I dont like to be without my glasses. I don't like how I look without them.

Oh yeah, tomorrow we might babysit a baby ^^ my mom's friend asked if we could. I hope so~ It's nice to see a baby.

Romance Movie?

I got up at 9 cuz today jay wanted to watch a movie with penny, me, and kaylas man. It was a romance kind of movie? xD not really. Someone didn't wake up today for it, so it was just me,penny and jay. The movie was okay, a lil too cheesy at some parts. It was about two diff couples and seeing how their relationship would end. In the movie ppl live their life according to relatinship points? idk how else to explain it. Basically if you've had a history of good relationships, you have high points. We just talked through skype (no vids cuz none of us would turn on our cams) and we just played the movie at the same time to be in sync. When the movie was over, penny had to go. It was jay and me. I got food and had a ketchup bottle. I squirt the ketchup and it made the lil fart noise....my mic was still on. I quickly told jay "that was my ketchup." He didn't believe me tho xD gah, he will forever believe that I farted

I tried the oil crayons today xD eh, Imma need a lot of practice.I used a google pic for reference. At least it looks like a fish right? I just scribbled around the fish cuz I didn't care for the background anymore. Well just gotta keep practicing. Especially the basics...

This sun is killing my energy >.< gah, I wish for more cool days. I want some tacos today. My head hurts. I want to try more new things ^^ and I need more things to take up my time.

Things To Do

Well, Penny and I are being very slow xD I'm okay with that cuz I don't think I'm ready to make things official. I'm just getting used to being around him. Gah, my face was getting red when we first met up at the movies. After the movies, I was able to talk to him more and actually look him in the eyes. Penny is so nice ^^ I keep repeating that phrase to ppl. He just is xD I'm glad my friends have always been so supportive~ that really makes me happy.

Ok so for summer plans....btw Nana, I really like this idea. So for the summer I plan to:
-Practice using the oil crayons Min-E gave me ^^ ty <3
-Get back into excercising by dancing and doing workout vids
-Shed off some pounds (mainly on my tummy and thighs)
- I weigh 113 lb right now, so I shall keep that recorded (I'm not so scared to share that with you guys now)
-Go back to drawing and practice painting more
-Work on more crafts (maybe make more mini jar charms)
-Try to update my blog more
-Learn CLC's Pepe with Karla (she wants to learn it too, weirdo)
-Drink more water and eat less junk(I hope I didn't leave anything out)

I gotta drink more water >.> most of my liquid intake has been soda. Idk, how I've survived this far cuz its that bad. This week I've been drinking just water and now soda doesn't taste so good anymore D: It's weird. Oh and penny asked me what were the most fun/ memorable moments i can remember...I don't think I can tell him about how I released dragons during one of our practices xD It was embarrassing, but we laughed so hard that day that I can't forget.