I'm Sorry I Missed Out

I lost my account info for a long time, but I am back now. I really need to catch up with everyones post~ glad I have so much to read now. I have been feeling empty. I have an issue and tried to write it all out to see if i would feel any sense of relief. I thought that going back to blogging would be good for me? I'm not sure what to do now. Everything has been bugging me lately. It feels like childish issues and it's disappointing on how much I allow things to bother me. I wish I could just turn the emotional radar off. I want to confront the matters but I can't clearly put my thoughts into words .-. its all jumbled. I can't find my point. I want to solve everything so that I can stop feeling like shit and have thoughts for myself, not concerning others.