My bad

Hello guys. I know i havent said much of the guy >> but i didnt wanna say anything if i was being delusional on my own.
Anyways so my coworkers and i started hanging out with the workers from h&m to  try and pair up 2 ppl. What ended up happening was that we all became close friends and try to hangout now xD idk howwwww. Then on one of the hangout i ended up going in a car with one of the guys. We were talking a lot right away (i thought id be hella awkward but it wasnt!!!) And he played a song i liked. So i showed him snother song from the same band xD he loved it. We went off the whole 40 min drive to Riverislands.
It was fuuuuuuun.
When it got cold towards the night at the park, he gave me a jacket and we played games with everyone ;u; i started to like him.
Then we hung out more this month and each day has been so much fun -3- idk where we staaaaand rn tho! Like just date me already u: my bad guys xD i was too focused on wondering how and whats been going on myself. Didnt wanna bring things up til i knew he liked me *-* and he does.

Customers suck

I hate how low people are. They yell at someone working the register because they know the worker wont bother to do anything. Customers can be shitheads.
Do they talk to everyone like that everyday? I dont care if youre having a really bad day. Who doesnt have one? Man, a lot of the times I really wish we can get rid off all the stupid shitty people out there. Theyre not contributing crap, just making the world worse than it was before.

Hello April

I was supposed to end my day by catching up on homework. Instead, I got distracted by my tablet and doodled on my laptop. It was nice. I forgot how nice it was to sit in my room for hours finishing a drawing. I felt a bit sad because my hands aren't as steady as before. Also, my drawings suck so bad now. I havent been practicing much for so long. Yeah, I take classes for graphics but its mainly comp work for now.
I've been into webtoons more now and they make me wish to create something fun on the side TuT like the stories can be so good or shorts filled with puns. There's something for everyone. I should start picking up my pencil and pad more often now~

I got my period today TnT i woke up at like 6 or 7 cuz of the cramps. They were so bad. I just wanna die on d days xD

Anyways, i was having issues at work. Usually i dont make complaints to managers or confront ppl, but its gotten so bad that a bunch of my coworkers felt uneasy going to work. So we all had a meeting -w- this time we could actually talk freely without worrying about someones feelings. I did a lot of the talking because my coworkers wanted me to take the reigns xD me of all ppl. It was nice to feel relied on but i suck at talking. My mouth kinda quivered at one point. Everything feels a little better now.

I'm Sorry I Missed Out

I lost my account info for a long time, but I am back now. I really need to catch up with everyones post~ glad I have so much to read now. I have been feeling empty. I have an issue and tried to write it all out to see if i would feel any sense of relief. I thought that going back to blogging would be good for me? I'm not sure what to do now. Everything has been bugging me lately. It feels like childish issues and it's disappointing on how much I allow things to bother me. I wish I could just turn the emotional radar off. I want to confront the matters but I can't clearly put my thoughts into words .-. its all jumbled. I can't find my point. I want to solve everything so that I can stop feeling like shit and have thoughts for myself, not concerning others.

So I dyed my hair again....I flipped after Cuz it looked so bad to me xD but now that the color has settled more it's not as bad as I thought. it just a lil diff tint. Trimmed my hair a couple of days before too since my hair was getting long. I like how soft hair gets after a trim~ I had so many split ends o: good riddance

San jose

Wow I had a post as a draft but it didn't save TnT now to start over.
I went to San Jose today with the fam~ we had to take a package to an old guy  he's like the friend of my mom's family. He's going to mexico this coming week so he said he would take the things my mom any ed to send to her fam for her. My aunt left us some things she wanted us to put it he package too. The guy had a nice house *o* it made me feel like a peasant. After that, my fam and I went to the mall. They got a daiso there xD I was so happy~ but I was broke...so didn't get to get anything. I will be able to next time. Yun, if I ever visit we gotta go there. My day was pretty fun. Now I gotta catch up with your posts. I missed so much D: I forgot what else to add now